Being Grateful and Happy

Im officially in a serious relationship with him and we're on discussion about to get engaged and married next year,in sha allah..
He already meet with my parents and my mum is the one who was so excited for our day.
But i dont want to be the most excited before the day comes,ofcourse me and him can't wait and hope times move fast as we through but Allah S.W.T know more than us.
There is a long story before we decided to move into another step and there is a dissapointment for a while when i ask him bout our beginning relationship and he refuse to have any relationship with me because of his planing to move back to his hometown and lives there,and as long as he still here he want to be with me,its like a "scandal" relationship and when he said that i was truly sad and dissapointed.
Ouh yeah,before i forgot i get known with him on March 2016
But on Jun 2016(fasting month for muslim) he was finding me again.We're meet for"Berbuka puasa" together at Putrajaya and i can see that he is changed a little bit,he started Solat and talk about religion to me.
And he say that he want to get married next year but dont know with who is the person,

and he say if we're meant to be,in sha allah it will be..so that moment i was feeling a little bit happy(i had an opportunity).
After that,he ask me for having a vacation to any island or any view of seas.So i started to googling somewhere the places is near from us,After a long discussion with him and my bestfriend Wan and William,we decided to Melaka which is near and got a lot of choices to went to any beach nearby.
On sept we had our short vacation and this is the moment he got his answer who he want to be with and he tell me his intention and he talk all the truth why he refuse me before,that he doesn't mean to not accept me but he hold me just to get his trust on me cause of my past of having a relationship with same gender and he worried if i could turn back which is,it will never ever happen again ,and in that time actually he meet some girl and try to be serious but he get frustated because its hard to get his trust on her( i saw he had a choices and confused),and he realize that he more happier with me than that girl.I never blame him for his confession,he had a right to choose the best for his own future.
Later,he get his trust on me and he said that now he was seriously wanted to had a serious relationship and move further to another stage.
Now we're a month in relationship,and grateful we're just being okey and happy..i trust on him as he trust on me,and starting now im slowly to changed myself and transform to a better person than before..
Sometime,we keep talking and discuss about our engagement day n wedding ,about when ? And how to make a preparation,what to give for our "Hantaran",bout his family and mine.
Im totally happy and thankful to Allah S.W.T to give me this chances,i know it wont be easy and Allah S.W.T will test us,but we trust on Allah S.W.T and we put everything on Allah S.W.T our almighty to arrange our destiny.Put Allah S.W.T first in everything we did as he always remind me that ..
And i hope it will last till jannah,Amin.

CHRISTINA GRIMMIE(MISS U)

I dont know how to describe my feeling right now.
I may not know her from the beginning of her carrier,i started to get know her after i suddenly heard about her tragic death..
So i start read her biography and watch her on youtube channel zeldaxlove64.
I never meet her or confront with her,but from what i have been read and watch i know she is a good person.
She was very young,talented,friendly,and adorable,it was a heartbreaking newz that she was taken from us too soon while she is just 22 years old.
She inspired lot of people including me.
Its like i wanna be like her in music,she was cool,funny and just do what she want,never stop from doing what she desired.
Christina,you're awesome babe,im so addicted with ur music,but sad that now its all stop here,we couldn't see u uploading a new video of yours.We'll be missing your voice but you will never be forgotten,all your music will always alive.
I know you're in a better place now,u can rest from this life,i know u never tired to entertain people it just that god love u more,so rest in peace baby nugget..rawwk yaw..
We always support u till now u know..
We will never ever stop.
And we will always always love u from the bottom of our heart,just god know how we are feel losing of you..Be happy there grimmie.
#teamgrimmierawwk.

#Christina Victoria Grimmie

#22years old

#Green lover

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Relationship

What we supposed to do if we're in relationship..?
Ermmm,i didnt know it very well but what i know is if we're in relation wth some,it supposed about two person not just u or me,its about us..
Relation should not juz about sexual things in first line except married person..
Relation is not about money or wealth thing,its about Two person need to understand each other,sharing and caring but some of relay need some kind of romantic and sweet things,not much but juz a little bit thats enough..
When we juz started the beginning,actually this two person need to share everything about they do n don't like,so in the next chapter there will be no argument ..&& plez dont be selfish,do understand our couple feeling,not only yours..
Sometime we forget that things can ruin our relay..Friends,yeah everybody got their own "bff" but we must be fair between love & friend..When u should put ur friend first and when u should put ur lover first(depend) ..
And in relation we should learn,everything u has pass through take that as learning progress dont just take it simple "masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri'.That will make u more understand each other..

Krabi Tour

After a long time im not writting anything,today im starting to write again..
Im currently in Krabi,Thailand..im here for a week.
My activity today is tour to 7 places of Phi phi island ,and the cost is juz 1300bht with speed boat include buffet for lunch and also include snorkling..
This is the second time im in Krabi,its juz i stayed at the different places,before this im staying at Koh Lanta where it was too far from town,and entertainment but its quite relaxing and very calm.
For this second visit i stayed in Ao nang which is very near with everything and more entertaining..
Tommorow i will be going to elephant trekking,Emerald Pool and Hot spring which is the cost is juz 1200bht include lunch.
And here u cant rent a motorcycle,the cost is just 200bht/day ..



This is how emerald pool looks like...the water is so blue,naturally comes by nature ..