Pelik..?

Aku sendiri ta faham,sejak dua menjak kebelakangan nie..
Aku  cuba buat funny things,tp bile ak ta buat,aku cepat je na naik angin bagai..
orang tanya cikit ak da start na marah-marah..Nak kata ak panas baran jaoh ckali,ak mmg bukan type mcm tu ponn..ta faham btol dgn prangai aku sekarang.Memang aku ta suke orang kacau ak bila ak tengah buat kerja,tp sblom nie ta pnah plak aku meninggi suara mcm skrg nie..mcm da out of control.Mood da mcm ape ntah,sekejap jew da blh btukar.susa btol na control diri skrg sampai tkot ade orang yg tersinggung..
minta maaf la kt sape2 yg terasa tu..
mungkin sbb tengah ada mslh kott,entah la..saya pun tak dpt na rungkaikan why..

Half of my soul..

Like a cloud that passes quickly leaving the shadows,
I tried to go slowly, to try something new.
Despite the fact that painful for me through, I should try.
Never forget the wonderful memories that I aspire.
I have learned a lot through her.
I know how real love, patience and sense of real life.
from her I understood the bitterness and sweetness.
I'm just ordinary people who are afraid to lose.
the loss of her made ​​me lose my soul,
this is my choice, what I do is because I too love her.
so that love I give is not fading and not create hatred.
Although I am no longer with her, but she has my heart and my soul.
I dont know to whom else I can give the same feeling as I give to her.
To be sure, I always think of her every moment that passes without a sense of bored.
leave she was not intended to forget her.
I tried to be as lifeless statue that has no feelings.
i remain silent just to not create arguments.
I was trying to stand,and too much pain that I keep in my chest.
difficult for me to express one by one, as I know only in vain.
honestly admit, I cant feel the love words you say.
but I still choose you as the person I love.
dont ask why because I didnt understand too.
Only you are always seated in my heart.
Forgive me for this retreat,I promise to return when the time comes.
and i give u time to enjoy your life as much as u want,a freedom u needed.
Let me be alone in soul without you,suffering losing the one i love.
Im always be yours.:'(