Im officially in a serious relationship with him and we're on discussion about to get engaged and married next year,in sha allah..
He already meet with my parents and my mum is the one who was so excited for our day.
But i dont want to be the most excited before the day comes,ofcourse me and him can't wait and hope times move fast as we through but Allah S.W.T know more than us.
There is a long story before we decided to move into another step and there is a dissapointment for a while when i ask him bout our beginning relationship and he refuse to have any relationship with me because of his planing to move back to his hometown and lives there,and as long as he still here he want to be with me,its like a "scandal" relationship and when he said that i was truly sad and dissapointed.
Ouh yeah,before i forgot i get known with him on March 2016
But on Jun 2016(fasting month for muslim) he was finding me again.We're meet for"Berbuka puasa" together at Putrajaya and i can see that he is changed a little bit,he started Solat and talk about religion to me.
And he say that he want to get married next year but dont know with who is the person,
He already meet with my parents and my mum is the one who was so excited for our day.
But i dont want to be the most excited before the day comes,ofcourse me and him can't wait and hope times move fast as we through but Allah S.W.T know more than us.
There is a long story before we decided to move into another step and there is a dissapointment for a while when i ask him bout our beginning relationship and he refuse to have any relationship with me because of his planing to move back to his hometown and lives there,and as long as he still here he want to be with me,its like a "scandal" relationship and when he said that i was truly sad and dissapointed.
Ouh yeah,before i forgot i get known with him on March 2016
But on Jun 2016(fasting month for muslim) he was finding me again.We're meet for"Berbuka puasa" together at Putrajaya and i can see that he is changed a little bit,he started Solat and talk about religion to me.
And he say that he want to get married next year but dont know with who is the person,
and he say if we're meant to be,in sha allah it will be..so that moment i was feeling a little bit happy(i had an opportunity).
After that,he ask me for having a vacation to any island or any view of seas.So i started to googling somewhere the places is near from us,After a long discussion with him and my bestfriend Wan and William,we decided to Melaka which is near and got a lot of choices to went to any beach nearby.
On sept we had our short vacation and this is the moment he got his answer who he want to be with and he tell me his intention and he talk all the truth why he refuse me before,that he doesn't mean to not accept me but he hold me just to get his trust on me cause of my past of having a relationship with same gender and he worried if i could turn back which is,it will never ever happen again ,and in that time actually he meet some girl and try to be serious but he get frustated because its hard to get his trust on her( i saw he had a choices and confused),and he realize that he more happier with me than that girl.I never blame him for his confession,he had a right to choose the best for his own future.
Later,he get his trust on me and he said that now he was seriously wanted to had a serious relationship and move further to another stage.
Now we're a month in relationship,and grateful we're just being okey and happy..i trust on him as he trust on me,and starting now im slowly to changed myself and transform to a better person than before..
Sometime,we keep talking and discuss about our engagement day n wedding ,about when ? And how to make a preparation,what to give for our "Hantaran",bout his family and mine.
Im totally happy and thankful to Allah S.W.T to give me this chances,i know it wont be easy and Allah S.W.T will test us,but we trust on Allah S.W.T and we put everything on Allah S.W.T our almighty to arrange our destiny.Put Allah S.W.T first in everything we did as he always remind me that ..
And i hope it will last till jannah,Amin.
After that,he ask me for having a vacation to any island or any view of seas.So i started to googling somewhere the places is near from us,After a long discussion with him and my bestfriend Wan and William,we decided to Melaka which is near and got a lot of choices to went to any beach nearby.
On sept we had our short vacation and this is the moment he got his answer who he want to be with and he tell me his intention and he talk all the truth why he refuse me before,that he doesn't mean to not accept me but he hold me just to get his trust on me cause of my past of having a relationship with same gender and he worried if i could turn back which is,it will never ever happen again ,and in that time actually he meet some girl and try to be serious but he get frustated because its hard to get his trust on her( i saw he had a choices and confused),and he realize that he more happier with me than that girl.I never blame him for his confession,he had a right to choose the best for his own future.
Later,he get his trust on me and he said that now he was seriously wanted to had a serious relationship and move further to another stage.
Now we're a month in relationship,and grateful we're just being okey and happy..i trust on him as he trust on me,and starting now im slowly to changed myself and transform to a better person than before..
Sometime,we keep talking and discuss about our engagement day n wedding ,about when ? And how to make a preparation,what to give for our "Hantaran",bout his family and mine.
Im totally happy and thankful to Allah S.W.T to give me this chances,i know it wont be easy and Allah S.W.T will test us,but we trust on Allah S.W.T and we put everything on Allah S.W.T our almighty to arrange our destiny.Put Allah S.W.T first in everything we did as he always remind me that ..
And i hope it will last till jannah,Amin.
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